December 15, 2003
Ho Fucking Ho
The garland's hung around the while pillars. The pink ribbon's wrapped so nicely around the garland. How freakin festive. Christmas music in the background. To most people, this is the perfect time. Warmth and love permeate.
I hate it. Blame it on the shitty childhood with the alcoholic father, blame it on being single for the first holiday in 3 years. Whatever reason, I think I've reached my stance on Christmas 2003:
I'm not participating.
Is that possible? Can I go through the whole month of December not recognizing Christmas? The Jehovah Witness dude at the other shop can, why can't I? Why would I have to claim religion to renounce the holidays? Can't I just me miserable?